November 2009
29 posts
“I miss you.”
– the slow one
You may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before, he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He...
“I caught you looking at me”
– and you caught me, too.
My tumblarity is decreasing. I think it’s a good sign. Ibig sabihin mayroon na akong ibang pinagkakaabalahan maliban sa magOL.
Kaso ang itim na ng periorbital area ko. I feel like I’m a vampire. Rawr!
Whew! I’m excited to get my first ever paycheck!
“We all carry something with us. Of course, it’s nice if we travel with someone...”
“It just bothers me because you never really do know if he cares or if it’s just...”
Sa loob ng isang oras, papasok na ko sa para sa training sa trabaho. Nakakapanibago lang. Pakiramdam ko ang tanda ko na (oh well, matanda na rin naman talaga ako.. umm.. para sa akin). Dati nakakatamad yung walang ginagawa. Ngayon naman, hindi naman ako tinatamad pumasok pero parang gusto ko pang matulog (may sense ba sinabi ko? haha)
At hanggang ngayon kinakabahan pa rin ako kasi hindi ko alam...
It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared...
“Si Manny Pacquiao na lang ang straight ngayon.”
– Barkada
The perfect words never crossed my mind, Cuz...
“We’re adults. We stumble. We get up. We move on.”
– Karen; Lovers in Paris
Heto na naman ako.
Natatakot.
Nangangamba.
Napapraning.
Tama ba tong ginagawa ko?
Tama ba tong ginagawa natin?
Pano kung isang araw.
Isang araw magising ako.
Magising ako na hindi pa.
Na hindi ko pa parin pala kaya.
Umibig.
Santino: Talagang bang naniniwala kang hindi ko kayang magsinungaling?
Rico: Oo naman.
Santino: E bakit hindi mo ako magawang paniwalaan na hindi ko kasalanan ang pagkamatay ni Tita Malena? Bakit mo ko sinisisi?
Rico: Kasi… kung hindi kita sisisihin, sinong sisisihin ko?
Aww.. never thought such lines from kids can unnerve me.
Maria Clara: Good night. I’ll see you in my dreams.
Pepe: Please naman wag mo akong molestyahin dun. Wag kang madaya.
Maria Clara: Dream nga e. Hindi Fantasy. Feeler…
Pagkatapos mag-usap sa telepono.. at may hang-over pa ng kaswitan
sa txt..
Maria Clara: ;)
Pepe: o ano yan?
Maria Clara: smiley.. di mo ba alam kung ano yan? hay.
Again
Here comes the scary part.
The one where I have to decide.
To let you in.
To keep you out.
To stagnate.
To take one step forward.
To doubt new beginnings.
or
To simply take a chance,
with you.
If I let you, will you let me?
But if you let me, can I let you?
Maybe I just have to stop being sure. Maybe being sure is not always what makes one happy. Maybe we can just start by being...
If time was still
The sun would never, never find...
“I want to be happy again. I want to be optimistic and innocent like I used to,...”
Denial
Ayon kay Beverly Smallwood, Ph.D., ang denial ay kadalasan nating ginagawa sa tuwing mayroong nangyayari sa ating paligid na hindi natin gusto. Ang denial ay isang uri ng defense o coping mechanism na nagiging aktibo tuwing tayo ay napapagitna sa isang matinding krisis sa ating buhay. Sa pagkakaalam ko, ang defense mechanisms ay only good for 6 months. Kapag raw lumampas na rito, hindi na ito...
Grief
Kapapanood ko lang ng episode 2 ng Grey’s Anatomy (G’s A.) season 6. And basically it focused on (ayan o nagsusumigaw sa title) a theme such as grief. The episode presented the theme through Elizabeth Kubler Ross’ 5 Stages of Grief model.
Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.
Sabi nila lahat tayo dumaan, dumadaan at dadaan sa limang ito. Yung iba mabilis, yung...
“Monday night..”
– ..is Grey’s Anatomy night.