November 2009
29 posts
“I miss you.”
– the slow one
You may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before, he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He...
“I caught you looking at me”
– and you caught me, too.
My tumblarity is decreasing. I think it’s a good sign. Ibig sabihin mayroon na akong ibang pinagkakaabalahan maliban sa magOL.
Kaso ang itim na ng periorbital area ko. I feel like I’m a vampire. Rawr!
Whew! I’m excited to get my first ever paycheck!
“We all carry something with us. Of course, it’s nice if we travel with someone...”
“It just bothers me because you never really do know if he cares or if it’s just...”
Sa loob ng isang oras, papasok na ko sa para sa training sa trabaho. Nakakapanibago lang. Pakiramdam ko ang tanda ko na (oh well, matanda na rin naman talaga ako.. umm.. para sa akin). Dati nakakatamad yung walang ginagawa. Ngayon naman, hindi naman ako tinatamad pumasok pero parang gusto ko pang matulog (may sense ba sinabi ko? haha)
At hanggang ngayon kinakabahan pa rin ako kasi hindi ko alam...
It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared...
“Si Manny Pacquiao na lang ang straight ngayon.”
– Barkada
The perfect words never crossed my mind, Cuz...
“We’re adults. We stumble. We get up. We move on.”
– Karen; Lovers in Paris
Heto na naman ako.
Natatakot.
Nangangamba.
Napapraning.
Tama ba tong ginagawa ko?
Tama ba tong ginagawa natin?
Pano kung isang araw.
Isang araw magising ako.
Magising ako na hindi pa.
Na hindi ko pa parin pala kaya.
Umibig.
Santino: Talagang bang naniniwala kang hindi ko kayang magsinungaling?
Rico: Oo naman.
Santino: E bakit hindi mo ako magawang paniwalaan na hindi ko kasalanan ang pagkamatay ni Tita Malena? Bakit mo ko sinisisi?
Rico: Kasi… kung hindi kita sisisihin, sinong sisisihin ko?
Aww.. never thought such lines from kids can unnerve me.
Maria Clara: Good night. I’ll see you in my dreams.
Pepe: Please naman wag mo akong molestyahin dun. Wag kang madaya.
Maria Clara: Dream nga e. Hindi Fantasy. Feeler…
Pagkatapos mag-usap sa telepono.. at may hang-over pa ng kaswitan
sa txt..
Maria Clara: ;)
Pepe: o ano yan?
Maria Clara: smiley.. di mo ba alam kung ano yan? hay.
Again
Here comes the scary part.
The one where I have to decide.
To let you in.
To keep you out.
To stagnate.
To take one step forward.
To doubt new beginnings.
or
To simply take a chance,
with you.
If I let you, will you let me?
But if you let me, can I let you?
Maybe I just have to stop being sure. Maybe being sure is not always what makes one happy. Maybe we can just start by being...
If time was still
The sun would never, never find...
“I want to be happy again. I want to be optimistic and innocent like I used to,...”
Denial
Ayon kay Beverly Smallwood, Ph.D., ang denial ay kadalasan nating ginagawa sa tuwing mayroong nangyayari sa ating paligid na hindi natin gusto. Ang denial ay isang uri ng defense o coping mechanism na nagiging aktibo tuwing tayo ay napapagitna sa isang matinding krisis sa ating buhay. Sa pagkakaalam ko, ang defense mechanisms ay only good for 6 months. Kapag raw lumampas na rito, hindi na ito...
Grief
Kapapanood ko lang ng episode 2 ng Grey’s Anatomy (G’s A.) season 6. And basically it focused on (ayan o nagsusumigaw sa title) a theme such as grief. The episode presented the theme through Elizabeth Kubler Ross’ 5 Stages of Grief model.
Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.
Sabi nila lahat tayo dumaan, dumadaan at dadaan sa limang ito. Yung iba mabilis, yung...
“Monday night..”
– ..is Grey’s Anatomy night.
October 2009
23 posts
“Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it....”
Ganyan nanaman Di ka ba Nagsasawang Paiyakin ang...
I Think That Hurts
An old friend came for a visit just today. He now works in the car industry and I was really surprised to see him. Hindi ko alam kung saang parte ng bahay ko ba siya pauupuin. Close naman kami nung college. At kahit nung grumadweyt na sila e nagawa pa rin naman naming hindi pabayaan ang barkadahan. Pero nung ako na yung grumadweyt, medyo doon na kami nahirapan.
So ayun. Hindi ko alam kung ano...
Wala Lang
Inilibing na si Malena. Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa o malulungkot ako. Siguro puwede namang pareho.
Malungkot kasi kung kelan nagbago na yung tao saka pa siya nawala.
Nakakatuwa kasi naging realistic at unpredictable kahit papano yung kuwento. For once, hindi napagbigyan si Santino. Kaso ang saklap, minsan lang sumablay pero galit na galit sa kanya si Rico which is understandable kasi bata pa si...
“I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there’s always two sides....”
– You said it all.
I Am Sorry
I am sorry if it hurts too much. I never intended to. And you’re right. Still, it hurts going back to the place where it all started.
I am sorry if I made your life, as you say, more dysfunctional. Again, I never intended to. And I am sorry if I made you think I just built your own hell for the rest of your existence.
And I am sorry. For I am not coming back. It won’t ever be the way...
Watchpapalubog na naman ang ilaw nagpapaalam na naman ang araw ang gabi ay muling mamayani at ang lamig ay hahaplos sa pisngi ilang araw na ang lumipas magmula nang ika’y magpaalam ilang gabi na ang nagdaraan ang pag-iisa’y ‘di na ‘di na makayanan ngunit kailangan kong indahin ang lamig ng gabi ngunit kailangan kong tanggapin wala ka na sa tabi nag-iisa, wala ka na wala ka na,...
“Why did you have to leave me?..”
– ..When you said that love would conquer all.
WatchCheck yes Juliet Are you with me Rain is falling down on the sidewalk I won’t go until you come outside Check yes Juliet kill the limbo I’ll keep throwing rocks at your window There’s no turning back for us tonight Lace up your shoes Here’s how we do Run baby run Don’t ever look back They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance Don’t sell your heart,...
I like the way you wanted me Every night for so...
Truth of the Matter
Kani-kanina lang ay nakausap ko sa pamamagitan ng YM ang isang kaibigan sa kolehiyo at hindi sinasadyang nabanggit ko ang tungkol sa bago kong mundo sa website na ito. Tinanong niya kung ano ang URL ng site ko. Hindi ko binigay.
Ginawa ko ang account na ito kasi dito malaya ako. Puwede kong isabog lahat ng bahong nakakulob sa utak ko at pakawalan ang tunay na nilalaman ng puso ko. Dito malaya...
500 Days of Summer
Kapapanood ko lang ng pelikulang ito. Sabi kasi sa cover “coolest romantic COMEDY” raw.
Coolest? It’s cool.
Romantic? Mmm… oo naman.
Comedy? Ano ulit yun? But seriously, nakakatawa siya. Nakalimutan lang ata nila (kung sino man ang responsable, di ko alam e) na idagdag ang “tragic”. Mismo ako, hindi ko rin mapagtanto kung saan ko ikakabit ang...
You Seem Like Such A Big Part
behhhhh:
Of my life and my heart. But the truth is I’ve found something new And she easily towers over you
I would like to thank you, for showing me A part of myself that I have never seen Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun And I guess these things just tend to fall apart And I hope you feel the same
hay. yun na.
WatchTo my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I...